Newbie

As my title explains --I'm a newbie to this. Right now, or just a minute ago, I was staring at the screen wondering what the hell I was going to write. I can't stand this about myself. During the day I have a million things to say but when it comes to actually writing it down I go blank. I'm like that with a diary too. . .can't keep one for the life of me. It always turns about to half a page. I keep that up for a week & then don't write in it for months, even years. Hopefully I'll be able to keep up with this. . .don't hold your breath on it though.